I have a Dream

actually I have several. I want to always live according to how God wants me to first and foremost. I want to write books. I want to have my own greeting card line. I want my husbands dreams to come to pass. Do any of you have dreams? What are they? I would love to hear them.

I got to go see my fam in AR last weekend everyone is doing good. My neice and nephews are growing so fast. I miss getting to be around them. We went to my dads grave its so wierd thinking about death. I don't want to fear it the way I use to. Really just being selfish. Nothing in this life is more important than making sure I know where I am going to spend eternity.

I have an idea of how I want my blog to be, or should I say be about. I don't want to be some stiff always talking about serious issues. I would like to add humor to it but its kinda hard to do when I am not funny.

I would like to know peoples thoughts on drinking alcohol. I know various forms of Christianity drink. but I would like to know what you have been taught on the right/wrong issue of it. I am not talking about getting drunk but just having a drink. Email me or leave a message on the tagboard please. I would love to hear some peoples responses.

I have been up since 4 am and I haven't had a cup of coffee. They have some here at work but it didn't do what a good strong cup of coffee does. I need coffee. I guess this means I am addicted to coffee.

Well if all goes well and our car doesn't break down I am off to AR to see my mom, sis and her family and my grandma and grandpa. I want to go to my dads grave this weekend and put some flowers on it. It is hard to believe that on Sept 2 it was 9 yrs since my dad passed away. I do miss him soooo much. Its so hard when someone dies and all you have is the memories, it is a hard adjustment. Since I wasn't saved when he died I never talked to him about GOD or salvation. I have no idea if I will ever see my dad again I can only hope so.

Maybe someone can help me here. I am having a hard time watching as people won't or don't want to leave there house because they can't take their animals. Why won't they just let them take them. Then I see these reporters going up to dogs that were abandon and hungry and they leave them there like that. Where is PETA. They seem to always make a statement when they see a celebrity wearing some fur but why don't they go down and rescue some animals. I am sure there are plenty that need to be rescued. I don't know maybe they are I just haven't seen it. That would have to be the most horrible feeling having to leave an animal to die. For the most part its not the homeowners fault, but I would not want to have to be put in that position.

On a lighter note, yesterday we experienced something in Oklahoma that we were not expecting, OU lost to TCU. I am in shock myself. I sat and watched the game with my husband and a friend. There was not a single person you could blame that on. Everyone usually likes to blame things on the quarterback, but the O-Line was not good at all yesterday. TCU kept constant pressure on the Quarterback and most of the time it wasn't even because of blitzing. In my opionon there was bad play calling, bad defense, bad offense. They need to regroup and rethink a new game plan. If TCU beat them imagine what UCLA, Texas, Texas Tech, Texas A&M will do to them. Altough I am a fan, I am also a fan of OSU. I like the schools in state. I am disappointed but I am not like some of the others that are going to be calling for Stoops to be fired, Paul Thompson and Rhet Bomar (sorry don't know how to spell it) to get out and just bring in a new QB, oh now people will probably want Grady back now. Its been a good few years despite the Bowl games but they are going to have to go through a rebuilding year, maybe even 2.

Our family is praying for the people affected by the Hurricane. There are good people in America that are doing what they can.

I really don't want to post anything about my self right now. I have nothing going on. I have shelter, I am not hungry, I am healthy I pray for those that have nothing.