I'm not pregnant. It is kinda a good thing right now in our life. I didn't find out until yesterday. I thought I would have found out Friday but wasn't able to go to walmart until Sunday. Well it looks like I'll be on the treadmill more than usual. Please send motivation my way. I really need to start eating healthy. I also get the shot for birthcontrol and they said it could make me gain weight but I don't want it all in my stomach. Why can't we tell it where to go.

I caught a fish!!! Me, my husband and my mother went fishing Saturday. I was the only one to catch anything. Really I'm not bragging. I wish we would have had a video camera though. There were bees out there. One went up my shirt! I twisted it and caught it in my shirt and my mom hit it with a rock to kill it. The when we were leaving a bumble bee starting flying right by my husband and he was the one telling me to stay still when one came around. Anyway he dropped everything in his hands which was the ice chest and other things and started running. He ran right by me so of course the bee started chasing me. I was running in circles and swinging everything in my hands at it. I was only making it mad but I wanted it away from me. Oh if only you could have seen it we were laughing the whole way home.

GOD IS GOOD

Well this is the big weekend to fing out if I'm preg. I won't be able to post until Suday. Hate to keep everyone waiting. I will be so glad to find out. One way or the other it doesn't matter. I could just be paranoid and I am gaining weight because I eat unhealthy stuff and don't exercise. Well I get on the treadmill once a week think that helps? LOL

So whats up with the blogger log in site? It always says 10 most recent posts yet mine is never on there? I'm not sure where those posts come from.

Hope everyone has a good weekend.

GOD BLESS

It's ok if Satan wants to visit my blog. Thats the people I'm trying to reach. Satan even linked my blog in one of his or her posts. Which was great now others will come to my site. I think he may have wanted others to read so they can make fun but what others mean for evil GOD turns for good. It is trully the lost we need to reach out to. If anyone ever has anything to say a question, comment what ever it is I will be happy to respond.

My husband called me earlier and said his grandmother passed away this morning. I trully hope she turned to Jesus at some point before she died. Things are crazy. No one in the family has the money to pay for the funeral. So everyone may have to chip in. Its hard when you live pay check to pay check. We usually have enough money for food and gas left over but not much after that. We may have to sacrifice a car payment or something. But what ever we have to do GOD is still Good.

There are so many things going on right now. We have a friend living with us which is better than how he was living before. I was really worried about him. He was living with a girl but they weren't married. I thought he knew it was wrong but it didn't seem like it. He was living with us before they moved in together. And he was saved so I was confused when he moved in with her. But I think he has seen what was going on and since they broke up it has been hard on him. We try to encourage him. GOD told us our house was like a halfway house if someone needed to stay they could stay with us. He never said it would be easy. It does get hard sometimes. When we barely have enough money for ourselves and we have to help others. But as I said earlier GOD is Good.

We had a cousin staying with us one time and we came home from work one day and when we walked in it smelt funny. When we walked in our kitchen there wer big brown burn spots on our vinyl floor. He was gone and left a note telling us a skillet caught on fire and he dropped on the floor. Whew. After calming down we thanked GOD no one was hurt and our house didn't burn down. A few weeks later we had taken him to a town where he was going to stay with someone else for a while. We got our phone bill and it was $1600.00. I literally thought I was having a heart attack. He had got on our internet and visited some adult sites while we were at work and they would charge them to your phone. He also had hundreds of dollars worth of collect calls. It took JESUS to get me through that one. I called the phone company and told them we did not do that. They dropped the internet charges but we had to pay the collect calls. I did forgive him because as a believer that is how we should live.

Ok so there is a project going on in one of the towns close to where I live. They are wanting to build low income apartments. I'm not rich but I don't need assistance. However some of the rich people near this are having a fit. They do not want it built near them. Why? Well altough they didn't say it you could tell what they were thinking. I don't want those thiefs, drug dealers and killers near me. What? Do you know how many thiefs and con artists probably live in your nice neighboorhood they just steal on a larger scale so they can afford a nice house. It makes me sick to think that some rich people not all think its terrible to live near a low income apartment. What would you do if you needed help with rent and couldn't afford your $200,000 house. Not all low income people are bad. Just like not all rich people are good. Some people and their pride. Does anyone understand where I'm coming from. It is discrimination. Some people fall to hardship. Some don't choose to live that life style some things happen and need help getting back on there feet. GOD has too help me because it get really frustrating.

What a boring weekend. I cleaned all day yesterday. At least my house is clean now. Today was soo long. I thought 5 would never get here.

So is anyone out there? Leave me a message on the tag board so I can read your blog if you have one.

So I have gained a few pounds and I haven't shed it yet. I am only referring to not knowing whats going on with my body. My stomach is sticking out and my clothes are fitting right. I should just break down and buy a preg test. I don't know if were ready for a kid right now. We still like being alone. But I know what ever happens its in GODs hands. I do know if I am not preg I am hitting the treadmill and watching what I eat.

I don’t know what it is about women! Men can get together and do things and have fun but women are so different. I have some friends but no one ever calls me and asks me to do things. Not that I would have the money to do them. We just don’t have extra money right now but we could rent movies or find something to do. Most of my friends have kids and for some reason the wife always gets to take them everywhere she goes and some of the kids drive me crazy. Their parents do not watch them very well. I’m telling you if my husband and I have a kid he will be taking the kid with him so I can have some time to do what I want. What am I talking about we don’t even now if we want kids.

If my husband goes to them movies tonight I will probably sit at home and watch While You Were Out by myself. He’s going to see the Hulk and I don’t want to go.

I think I have set a record for myself the most blogs in one day!

I was just thinking how crazy it is that I have all of this energy at work but when I get home all I want to do it sit on the couch and flip through the channels because there is nothing on. I do struggle with this. I could look up blogs and read them at home but I’m so lazy I don’t do it.

What’s wrong with me.

I guess there no women that know about the problem I asked about. I don’t even know if anyone is reading except Megan.

I just want to let everyone know where I stand on heaven and hell. Hell is a place for the sinners and I do believe there are people that will not make it into heaven . Unless you confess Jesus is the son of GOD and repent for your sins I don’t think you will make it to heaven. That includes people of other religions that do not confess Jesus as the son of GOD. They consider him a “regular” man. I am a regular person JESUS is not. Some people think if you are a good person and do good things GOD wouldn’t not let you in just because you don’t believe JESUS is the son of GOD. I could go on for days about this.

I love everyone, I may not believe in what some people think or do but I love everyone like Jesus our father loves everyone.

Ok so I don't feel so bad now. I have been reading other blogs and I'm not the only one that does not post everyday. Whew I feel better.

I am at work now. I pray that God blesses our business so that I do not have to work for anyone but him. I like my job I just don’t want to get up and come to it everyday. I know GOD will do it. I have so many ideas in my head I just need the resources to get them done.

I am going back to school this fall. I want to get my accounting degree, I only have an associates. I am going to work full time and go to school full-time. I pray the LORD gives me strength and the smarts to do it all.

GOD is good. Has anyone seen Bruce Almighty. I was skeptical about going to see this but my husband and I went anyway. I really didn’t like it. The plot was realistic as far as people blaming GOD for things going wrong in there life. But I just didn’t think it was funny that GOD went on vacation and let someone run the world for him. I mean when Jim Carrey blew up the woman’s dress what was that about. It was not humorous to me.

The Hulk comes out today. I think my husband may be going to see it. I can’t get in the that. I use to like the show but it was an actual person back then now its computerized. Even though its not realistic they could at least make it look that way.

I’m ready for Bad Boys 2 to come out.

I dropped off our loan papers today. Thank you Jesus for our refinancing!!!!!!!!

My husband called and said his grandma may have died. His Aunt and cousins were going to the hospital to see. I think the hospital called someone and told them she was code blue. They are suppose to call him when they find out something.

We were talking about death and the sadness it brings on people. My main concern about death is did they get it right with GOD before they died. Then I started thinking we can hope that someone does get it right before they die however they did not die prematurely. GOD new when they would die and if they would make it in to heaven. We sometimes don’t know these things but he knows all. For some it is still emotionally because they will miss the person that has passed. Some will feel guilty because the enemy wants us to think of what we did or didn’t do before that person died. I know because that’s what happened to me when my father died. I felt guilty about the amount of time I spent with him or didn’t spend with him. I do still cry about it but GOD gives me the strength to keep going and get those thoughts out of my mind.

I’m not sure if anyone is reading or not but any comments would be great.

It's Friday! I am so ready to leave work. We are going to see my family in Arkansas this weekend. And no we are not inbreed. Like so many people say about Arkansas people.

Can anybody tell me, NOT that I am but can your stomach get bigger without you gaining weight when you first get pregnant? All of my clothes are fitting tight in my stomach area but when I get on the scale I don't weigh more. Its weird. I am on bc but I've heard stories of people still getting pregnant. I would love to know if anyone has experienced this.

Well my husband and I are waiting to hear back from a guy about refinancing our house. He is going to his last resort today. It would be such a blessing if we could refinance and get some money out of our house. If we could get enough out to pay off our car that would be great. We need a financial blessing. We filled bankruptcy in Aug of 2002. After my husband and I didn’t work for 9 months our credit card bills got behind but GOD is good we kept up our house and our car. See he took care of the things he told us to get and the things we did our selves (running up $21,000) in credit card debt was not his to take care of. But we felt it was the right thing to do to file bankruptcy on our credit cards. Now it is just a little hard to do anything with bankruptcy. They said it would take 2 years before we could really do anything. But I know GOD can do something a lot sooner than 2 years. Please keep us in your prayers.

We went fishing this weekend. I really think there are not any fish in the Lakes around here. We didn’t even get a bite. I don’t know what we would do if we caught a fish neither one of us know how to clean them.

My husband and I went fishing this weekend. or should I say we feed the fish. We didn't catch a thing but our bait was always gone from our hook. It was still fun.

I'm sitting at work right now. Oh my website is done!!!!!!!!!!!! Yea! I have all of my greeting cards on there. I feel like it took forever. Now I can start on my book again. Pray that I work on it everyday. I sometimes get lazy and don't do what I need to. It is a weakness.